Complicated Grief; Frozen in Loss
There is a the kind of grief which never eases but instead remains sharp, cutting, ever-present, and harsh - it's called complicated grief.
Survivor Guilt: What Happens When We Are Left Behind
In a real sense, this is the essence of understanding Survivor Guilt PTSD. When it brings the darkness once again, unannounced, that unspeakable yesterday suddenly becomes today…here and now.